#HanaSofeaTurns1

A year. On this date.

Tak tahu 3days before this date last year, kamu dah bagi tanda nak keluar, hint kamu dah keluarkan air ketuban. 1st time as mom-to-be taktahu tak alert sebab tak sakit and due date lambat lagi which is 25/Sept/14, plus dad-to-be was not around. So mommy delayed checkup until this date. Misi KK check macam biasa then tergerak nak bgtahu dia yg on 31Aug malam tu ada rasa air keluar but not urine don't even smell like it. Dia tanya banyak ke? Yes, mommy jawab dalam 2pad, misi tu pon lagi shock gittew. Then terus kena buat scan padahal dah nak end up da checkup session tu. Doc KK scan air ketuban dah low to 9 which is 10 is the mininum. Wahh kaget banget masa ini. Doc suruh tunggu as she call another Doc kat HSI, after few minutes Doc KK ckp your kes kena direct to hospital & standby maybe kena admitted or deliver by that day!

Oh-my bangun pagi takde set dlm kepala nak beranak haritu. Daddy was not around so mcm taktau nak buat apa and pergi mana lepas dpt refer letter dari Doc KK tu, call daddy said I'm going to see Doc Rohaini (hoping that dia takde laa kabo kan berita yg "mengkagetkan" sebegitu) so masa kat Columbia daddy teman, datang segak segak dengan uniform PDRM sebab baru settle kes kat mahkamah, jumpa Doc Rohaini scan lagi sekali and YES! Air ketuban memang dah kurang my advise to you is dah kena bersalin lah today said the Doc. Terus tengok muka daddy. Cuak! Wehhh tak ready lagi.. But daddy said oke kita balik prepare barang and get back at 2pm.

Daddy balik balai settlekan kerja lagi sikit and mommy balik ruma. Cakap kat maktok & ayahtok, depa pon terkejut. Siapkan barang masuk dlm kereta. Maktok suruh mandi then makan sikit tapi mommy takda selera da masa ni. Macam macam dok pusing atas kepala. Maktok tanya dah sedia belom? Dia cakap macam mana pun baby tetap kena keluar juga even cepat or lambat. Daddy balik mandi, lepas tu sempat tanya mommy nak pakai baju apa ek? Daddy kena bawak baju tak? Dah siap sempat sembur pefume setting rambut lagi macam biasalaa. Daddy kalut tu tapi coverline.


Then terus ke hospital. Register kat kaunter they said bilik penuh so kena tumpang labor room dulu tunggu katil. Masuk sana tuka baju then Doc datang cek laluan. Tetiba Doc cakap "Hazwani! Ni dah 4cm dah macam mana KK cakap baru 1cm?" Terus MA tak jadi bukak ubat induce, "Pecah waterbag terus ye Doc?" She replied "Yes, then terus masuk dalam labor room ye" Oh-my lagi sekali, its getting near! Lepas Doc cakap "So, dalam pukul 10.30pm awak bersalin ye" then start the contraction. Macam ni rasanya. Sakit yg susah nak explain. Daddy masuk teman, bawak makanan, baju tuka, brg baby dan semangat!

 

8pm. Dah sakit sangat ni sampai minta Daddy panggil MA nak masuk ubat - Epidural. MA check laluan dah 8cm and she advise suruh pujuk mommy sabar lagi sikit ja. After that mommy da penat sangat lepas muntah sebab makan roti sikit mommy tertidur. Yes! Masa contraction tu mommy tidur sebab da sakit + mengantuk + penat. Takmo fikir sakit bila mesin CTG tu buat bunyi. Terjaga kejap kejap tengaok daddy still kat sebelah pegang tangan mommy dengan mulut terkumat kamit. Baca doa kot, selawat juga barangkali. Then mommy tidur balik.

10pm. Terjaga lagi. "B sakit sangat ni macam nak buang air" Daddy panggil MA tanya boleh tak mommy nak buang air. MA cakap dah nak keluar la tu baby. Terus setting katil, another MA bawak masuk katil baby. Wehhh nak keluar dah ke kamu yg dalam perut ni? Hwaaa.. Doc pun dah masuk labor room okey this is for real I'm gonna face this situation. Push! Push! Haa pandai pun dia push. Bila sakit baru teran ye Hazwani. One push!-Two push! "Haa sini sini" MA panggil daddy "Kamu nampak tak tu? Kepala dia dah keluar, okey push lagi sekali" Daddy pegang kuat tangan mommy "Sikit lagi sayang, sikit lagi dia nak keluar da, Bb dah nak jadi mommy da"

 

10.19pm. Okey, final one yg dah super sakit. Push! Third push! Mommy dengar suara kamu menangis, Doc baringkan atas perut mommy. "Alhamdulillah!" I'm made it! Hilang segala rasa sakit. Hilang semua macam tu ja. Daddy azan kan kamu. At this moment we are no longer mom-dad-to-be lagi. We're officially become a parents! Keluar dari labor room Maktok, Ayahtok, MakNgah, PakSu kamu dah tunggu. Waaa sedihh tengok MakTok. Now I feel you Emak. Sakit nikmat yg paling bermakna. But kamu kena kuarantin for 3days semua sebab mommy tak alert. Worried of infection cause of waterbag dah leaking for 3days. But Alhamdulillah you were just fine. 😊

 

A year passes, you are 1 now. Big girl mommy daddy. Mommy sayang Hana Sofea Binti Mohd Faiz. And today is also our 1yr as mommy & daddy kamu. Daddy changed alot since you came. We have changed alot. Everything has changed. But its a good one. I know Daddy always trying to be a good example for you to a good daddy to you. We keep trying our best to raise you. You are such a lovable to Maktok Ayahtok TokNyang and semua. You know semua sayang Hana Sofea. Membesarlah jadi anak yg baik yg solehah yg selalu jadi penyejuk mata dan hati kami. Membesarlah dengan sihat dan sempurna. Akan kami didik kamu dengan ilmu dunia dan akhirat. InShaaAllah, bukanlah yg terbaik tapi lebih baik dari kami. Kamu dalam doa kami. Anak yg diamanahkan untuk kami jaga sampai syurga. Selamat Hari Lahir anakku Hana Sofea.

 

 

Anak anak Mommy & Daddy

Kamu jalan kami ke Syurga

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