How to survive within 9 months - The air that I breath.

Salam.

I've been abandon this blog since while kan.
Banyak cerita but being too busy catching up everything lately.
Kerja, keluarga, JB-KL-JB, sosial work not social networking.
Sampai tak dan nak spent time dengan kawan-kawan. I'm so sorry babes being giving too much excused to hangout, but I do miss you lots!
Jangan cakap kawan, even masa untuk diri sendiri pun tak ada.
I miss my 8 hours "sweet dreams".
Suami tiada disisi, jadi hilang arah.
Seriously, I'm no longer myself. Can tell that!
I don't even know how to put on smile, laugh out loud with dear friends.
I miss myself but not as much as I miss my husband.
Yes!
We've been in PJJ (percintaan jarak jauh now we can called as Perkahwinan jarak jauh) before,
But this time....different!
Betul orang cakap, "Rindu orang yang bercinta dengan rindu orang yang dah kahwin ni lain" - It's damn true!
Seksanya Allah jer tahu.
He live in my mind, my heart in every seconds that counts, in every breath that I take and he never leave.

"Sayang, I couldn't imagine how hard you're in there, but I'm sure it's hard, 

But only things I could do and always do is keep praying to Allah, and ask Him to helps you in anyway that I couldn't do. To give you strengths, good health, and spirits to keep going with that training. Doa seorang isteri untuk suami Allah makbulkan Sayang. So please keep strong cause your wife is dying to survived with the distance we've been through right now so we gonna make it worth of what we've been scarifies now, lived this in your heart - I love you forever"

Thank you for giving me 'the air' now I can keep breathing even you're not by my side. I promise to take care of myself while you're are not here to watch my step, I'll take care of our parents, I'll wait for you as you want me to, and I'll miss you as much as I could and love you as much as you did. 

.....Sayang awak sampai Jannah Suamiku.....