Kenapa busy sangat lately ? Rindu laaa. Na borak lama² on phone sebelum tido. As a conclusion what we had the whole day. But lately awak busy sangat. Memang laa malam awak called tapi ta best bila borak dengan orang yang penat and mengantuk. You used to say "Orang okey je laa, cakap laa" tapi ta sampai hati na paksa awak dengar. Pastu masa kerja tanak gangu tapi awak salu tanya kenapa ta message or called during that. Sebab kalau called nanti awak cakap "Bb jap eh tengah meeting / discussion nanti call back okey bb". Pastu kalau message bila free je awak reply. Sebab tu la tanak buat both during office hours. Nanti saya tertunggu-tunggu reply message dari awak. It's hurt me sikit. Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit kan ?
Tapi bila realized saya macam na larikan diri awak mesti tackle my heart back, so ta bole na merajuk lama-lama. I know you being very busy sangat sebab ada projek baru kan. Tapi, tapi saya faham, tapi I still need your attention. Tapi kena faham ur kerja. Haih, macam mana neh ? Ta kan na curang pulak ? Ta sampai hati takut nanti awak buat balik. Heee :D
Bila na buat something I have to remember the things that you show me up and prove me to before na buat stupid action. So kena think back what should I do and I should not do. Ta pe laa, I give ur time. I know you did for us too kan ? Kesian kat awak working very very hard sampai malam plus stress lagi. I wish I were there to comfort you and released ur stress.
Kadang² rasa comel je when you asked for my text, I bet message yang saya kasi mesti dapat comfort awak kan ? And kadang-kadang rasa touching when awak cakap "Tapi Bb tade kat sini, walaupun jauh di mata dekat di hati". I know you want me to be there so badly kan. I wish I were there too, tapi I can't. Kesian awak kena prepare all the things. Sampai kekadang terlambat bangun tido, makan nasi lauk telur je, kena cuci baju, gosok baju sendiri. Aaaa, bila pikir rasa na cepat kahwin je so that I can prepare all the things for you. Tapi lots of things yang kena been through before we move to that level kan ?
Oke panjang pulak membebel, actually the main points is saya rindu kat awak tu je. And it cause me into this.
Her ; I miss you baby
Him ; Miss you too Bb.. So much more..
So much more ? Maknaya banyak sangat la tu kan ? :P
Tanak overthink macam-macam pasal awak then emosi sendiri. It just saya takut hilang awak tu jaa ~
And I afraid to cry a tears for you sebab nanti tak tau how to let you go, sebab every tears lahir atas rasa sayang yang dalam kan ?
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