Now I know...

I do understand now why you choose me

.Why me.

I'm not gonna ask you why you choose me

But, hopefully I could be someone who are much better than before

Yes, I found out all by my self

cause I wanna know the reason behind it

And when I saw it, 

I'm smiling at that

I'm not mad

or

even jealous with it

it is one of your past

your previous chapter

or most suitable words

"your history" 

Past time that would never change

Past time that would ever be part of your memories

Please, no worries 

Cause I've got one too

But I left it behind

Why should I carry along with my present ?

Which is better than before

So do you right ?

You always remind me this

 ~ always ~

.Curiosity.

That is the words

and it drag me to 

did this

But, when I'm looking at the present

I do proud of my self

because 

right here

right how

I'm the one that you choose to be with

Yes, I do understand

much better

much, much better now

why you do like this

why you do like that

why I should not say this

why I should not say that

All because you got the reason behind it

but now, no doubt with it

Cause I knew

there is only one 

who always in your heart

who always you missed

Is the one who is presently in your life

:)