Thanks for the memory, it was so wonderful sweetheart but please just let it flown away like a wind in the summer air. There is no use to let it haunting you, what you told is that what you feel ? Or it just a stupid fucking lie ? I wish i could, in fact i want to believe everything that you said but baby, please...don't let me think twice. I said i wanna leave it back but you ask me to stay,and please stay ! baby, for what reason i should stay beside you? Then you ask me for a moment for you to calm down,cause you are trying to survive to fight it and you need sometime together with my strength, then my tears falling's again but now i'm not looking at your face cause i don't want you to shed my tears that you cause it cause you didn't shed her tears like she want it so bad ! baby, did you know that i have to be more stronger than you to resist all this things ? if you couldn't bear it then it's hard for me too, for us too.. don't let it defeat you !! be strong like you say to me.. baby, when i look upon your face i know its hard, i could feel it when you hold me tight cause i can read the unspoken language you told me.. i see it through your eyes even i could feel the pain you feel inside.. baby, please you lock me in the confusing prison, you said don't wanna look back, but your act like you can't live with that but for present you won't let me go..why baby why ? Baby, ask yourself either you wanna live for past or present ? Cause i'll still be there, be here.. I bukan patung sayangg.. Remember ? What for i stand in front of you ? I've told you before right ? Please...please...please...why you want my smile so much ? Let me be in this way, i don't wanna speak out what i'm feel inside, let me keep it for good and for worse.. so don't force me to say, org diam sebab ta mampu na berkata2 after all..but you pushing me ! Let me be like that i rather be silent and try to understand better..much2 better..trying to figure out what is lack between us.. baby, even though it is fucking hurt, but i'll try :)